rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

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“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  1. Alisha saif
    Alisha saif
    Prije 21 minute

    Her saying she’s “fluid” my heart sank this is low key like a foreshadow. :(

  2. Madison X
    Madison X
    Prije 35 minuta

    Her whole life just sounds complicated. From the stardom as a teen til now. I hope she pulls through tho

  3. Bruna Reivax
    Bruna Reivax
    Prije 57 minuta

    You can almost say This is real This is she She's exactly where she's supposed to be now

  4. Aldora LaPlume
    Aldora LaPlume
    Prije sat

    She needs to ditch em all. Take her sister and travel the world and live a simplistic life. Work on a farm, or whatever. This life is NOT for her. Actually, it's not for anyone authentic.

  5. Violetta: My Story
    Violetta: My Story
    Prije sat

    13:07 & 16:08

  6. Megan Brewer
    Megan Brewer
    Prije sat

    This made me ridiculously angry We've just sold the idea that addicts in recovery can use to millions of people. I, as a recovering addict, and an addiction counselor for children, am appalled.

  7. Nicole Maxwell
    Nicole Maxwell
    Prije 3 sati

    I was also misdiagnosed with Bipolar but I was 14 at the time and I had no awareness to who I was or how I felt, I am now 26 and I have realized who I am and how I feel and that I am not bipolar but I have Borderline personality disorder and I 100% believe that is what Demi has. I hope she can be diagnosed correctly by someone who knows what they are doing and get the mental help she needs💜

  8. Leandro Centeno
    Leandro Centeno
    Prije 3 sati

    como puede ser que una mujer tan hermosa de corazon y pensamientos tenga que sufrir tantos altibajos? siempre pense que los famosos debian tener una perfecta vida pensando en que eran dioses de otro mundo a diferencia de nosotros pero lo que dijo Elton Jhon es muy cierto.. a fin de cuentas son humanos

  9. Bangtan Universe
    Bangtan Universe
    Prije 4 sati

    I hope Demi can find self- love, so she doesn't need to rely on anyone else for healing and reassurance.

    Prije 4 sati

    Thank you, Elton, for being honest and not trying bullshit the audience, like most of the other people in this documentary.

  11. Pink Hybrid Panda
    Pink Hybrid Panda
    Prije 4 sati

    Honestly I don’t see the Bipolar Disorder in her. What I truly see is someone struggling with undiagnosed Borderline Personality Disorder.

  12. Paulo Brito
    Paulo Brito
    Prije 5 sati

    She is a junkie! She seems so empty and lost. 😭

  13. EmmaPooXP
    Prije 6 sati

    No matter how you are now, past or even in the future, this illness will be a forever thing. Do not be scared of it, you are not alone. As long as you want to be sober, then you can only push yourself to wanting to be sober. Being a family member of an alcoholic was really hard to watch and try to help. But all you can do is support the decisions that they want for themselves. Demi, you seem like a very outgoing person and a strong woman to be able to fight through the thick and thin of things, but their is always a light at the end of the tunnel.

  14. Heather Hart
    Heather Hart
    Prije 6 sati

    I wish that everyone could focus more on how she is happy and free for once in her life rather than arguing over the steps she's taken to get here. Every word spoken here is brave and people are allowed to disagree, but let's be happy for her, just for a minute.

  15. melancícia
    Prije 8 sati

    This video sounds like a huge 28 minutes fake promise. Moderation does work. What i'm not sure is about the way they are doing it

    1. melancícia
      Prije 8 sati

      Like, time and trust, yeah, exactly what alcoholics always ask you

  16. B’Yanka McKenzie
    B’Yanka McKenzie
    Prije 9 sati

    Tht haircut was so cute 👏🏾 Demi looked adorable & powerful & renewed.

  17. gucci b
    gucci b
    Prije 9 sati

    Omg that laugh at the end though 😆

  18. S Taylor
    S Taylor
    Prije 9 sati

    I'm gonna have to agree with Elton John... I'm scared that Demi isn't sober even after almost dying a couple years ago. I can't say I trust her but we'll have to just wait and see :/

  19. Capri Spear
    Capri Spear
    Prije 10 sati

    At least she has money, not everyone who is addicted gets the chance to start over successfully

  20. Opowia_daczka Podcast
    Opowia_daczka Podcast
    Prije 10 sati


  21. Allison Mccormick
    Allison Mccormick
    Prije 11 sati

    I am SO Proud of her for being honest and herself. Love you Demi 😘 stay strong

  22. Meisha Mom
    Meisha Mom
    Prije 11 sati

    She is far from a role model model I would present to my kids about. Parents keep the kids away. She have nothing to offer but just a voice. just an entertainer! Nothing other than singing. People quit putting entertainers on a pedestals. It creates issues, drug addition, entitlement, elitist attitudes, talking down to people. They are nothing more than just people. Other people have serious problems that theses entertainers will never experience. Drug uses when you can’t handle something poor role model - geez - Self absorbed.

  23. Sabrina Foran
    Sabrina Foran
    Prije 11 sati

    Everyone in the comments should respectfully keep their opinions to themselves. This documentary was about healing. Let her heal!! Enough with the criticism.

  24. celed
    Prije 12 sati

    You can't solve an eating disorder with more restriction and more regulation. At its core, that is what an eating disorder is. You can't fix it by overmanaging your intake. It seems Demi found that out. And just as similarly, you can't solve addiction by using addictive substances. You cannot solve a disorder by using elements of that disorder.

  25. Lylyne C.
    Lylyne C.
    Prije 13 sati

    These people are lying to her like wth is moderation ??? Lord, please watch over her !

  26. Oksana Shomalieva
    Oksana Shomalieva
    Prije 13 sati

    Psychotherapy helps. Deal with your inner war with yourself. Peace inside is the best thing.

  27. James Atkins
    James Atkins
    Prije 13 sati

    This poor woamn still has huge issues. Her morals do not exist.

  28. Roi Aknin
    Roi Aknin
    Prije 14 sati

    I'm really not sure about this moderation thing, but all I can do is trust her and hope for the best.

  29. naamia nadim
    naamia nadim
    Prije 14 sati

    Hey Demi!!!

  30. Jenifer Ball
    Jenifer Ball
    Prije 15 sati

    I'm really disappointed that i keep getting a message telling me that the video requires payment to watch

  31. SrtaKim
    Prije 15 sati

    Só eu que achei a Demi (27:12) a cara da cantora gospel Daniela Araújo??

  32. Angeline Vivas
    Angeline Vivas
    Prije 17 sati

    Just let her be guys, stop commenting things like “she shouldn’t drink blablabla” and I know what I am talking about, she needs to go through the moderation, I hope it works for her but why are you all saying bs ? Let her be

  33. Anjelika Tulalian
    Anjelika Tulalian
    Prije 17 sati

    loving demi moree

  34. Courtney Smith
    Courtney Smith
    Prije 17 sati

    I am fighting addiction as well and I'm praying for you, I understand everything your going through and I believe in you

  35. The Bat Next Door
    The Bat Next Door
    Prije 20 sati

    Weed has helped me manage my addictive nature and keep my life on track. I am eternally grateful for it. I’m proud of her for doing what she needs to do to get inner peace.

  36. Rosangela Barreto de Oliveira
    Rosangela Barreto de Oliveira
    Prije 20 sati

    Demi, sou do Brasil, e esse video no youtube chegou ate mim, e achei muito interessante sua sinceridade e amadurecimento em meio a tantas coisas que passou e passa. quero te oferecer se possivel minhas orações a Deus para que te fortaleça e que voce encontre em Cristo a paz para esse vazio que só voce conhece muito bem, Deus preencha sua vida de tal forma que não precisa de mais nada para ser totalmente completa, porque Cristo em sua vida é tudo. te amo e sou sua fã, estarei orando sempre , bjos

  37. Emily A
    Emily A
    Prije 20 sati

    Shes gonna end up having another relapse episode and end up doing another documentary trying to justify it. I wont be surprised

  38. Charming nowhere to hide
    Charming nowhere to hide
    Prije 20 sati

    temptations. That’s is how she is going to get better. Drinking and smoking weed won’t because she will always stay ‘in the past’

  39. J. Justin Zimmerman
    J. Justin Zimmerman
    Prije 21 sat

    This is amazing! Big , Rich, Young Americans with their focus upon themselves. Boogie On You Guys. JJZ...(°¿.°`)...`}°;:^^:;«((

  40. Candid Cam _
    Candid Cam _
    Prije 21 sat

    A while ago my mom told me she heard Demi was still using and i thought no, she can’t possibly be after what happened. It scares me to hear she isn’t clean. I’ve never struggled with substances so I can’t say I understand the tremendous struggle but Elton said exactly what I was thinking. You can’t pretend and say you know your limits when you almost died. I just really hope I don’t see bad news concerning her.

  41. Audenim Oshea
    Audenim Oshea
    Prije 21 sat

    It's so lovely just seeing the support, love and understanding other celebs have for each other sometimes. That's great.

  42. Lisa B.
    Lisa B.
    Prije 22 sati

    German Subtitles ?????????

  43. C Faz
    C Faz
    Prije 23 sati

    I pray Demi finds a partner that can love her for her personality and not hate her for her condition. So many are defined by their diagnosis and not by their soul, it is so sad...everyone deserves to be loved selflessly and to have an opportunity to give that love in return. Love you Demi!

    Prije dan

    I don’t see demi living past 30

    1. Brit Lowkey
      Brit Lowkey
      Prije 11 sati

      She did it to herself

  45. GarynJanet
    Prije dan

    I was expecting a super happy ending where she says she's gonna be sober forever. But I guess putting that expectation on her isn't fair. Just praying whatever direction she's taking with this works for her. 🙏🏾

  46. Natalie, don't
    Natalie, don't
    Prije dan

    Demi, we're with you ❤

  47. Tiff Q
    Tiff Q
    Prije dan

    This was powerful and I love how we can see her growth. Yes we will fall but just like Demi we can get back up if we have the chance. It's funny because I also went through a hard time back in 2020 and i suffered and cried but as the days passed I began to heal... one day I looked at myself in the mirror. I wanted to start new and just like Demi I wanted to change the way I looked so I chopped my hair off like her. I felt free. People can have opinions but in the end we should not live by others opinions but our own. Thank you Demi.

  48. Ashton Nikolayev
    Ashton Nikolayev
    Prije dan

    I struggle with my depression, anxiety, and eating disorder as well so that really hit home for me. She is loved so many. I hope she really does get better 💚💚 love you Demi

  49. Ana Carolina Benelli
    Ana Carolina Benelli
    Prije dan


  50. Holla Daze
    Holla Daze
    Prije dan

    The problem with moderation is 1 beer can easily turn into 24 beers, 10 shots, an 8 ball of coke, Xanax, and heroin for the comedown. 1 beer can literally trigger that. And any alcoholic or addict will tell you this. I hope it works for her, but I can almost certainly say it won't. Stick with just weed.

  51. sade mcintee
    sade mcintee
    Prije dan

    Damn I thought it was gonna be more episodes

  52. Meghan Helmich
    Meghan Helmich
    Prije dan

    I was on generic vivitrol (naltrexone) when I got out of rehab for opiate addiction. I stayed on it for several years, but it was especially helpful in the beginning of my recovery because it prevented my cravings. And logically, it helped me reason with myself that anything I bought and took would be a total waste because I couldn't feel it.

  53. dan santos
    dan santos
    Prije dan

    ai love uuu, from Brasil

  54. Nicole Simmons
    Nicole Simmons
    Prije dan

    Wow this is heart breaking because I really feel for her. But saying moderation its like a two sided coin. I hope she really comes to terms that she almost died a cat with 9 lives not a lot of ppl are lucky enough to survive

  55. Vee Rodriguez
    Vee Rodriguez
    Prije dan

    Sir Elton John nailed it. However, addiction is such a complex thing to even begin to understand. To her, and those who suffer from addiction, its an ongoing battle. We can opinionated and speculate but her addiction is bigger than anything and just the fact that she is trying to be the best version of herself after facing these issues, is a plus. Just saying

  56. SunMoon Stars
    SunMoon Stars
    Prije dan

    I wanna trust her but to be honest, I feel like she's still lost. I agree with sir Elton John, moderation does not work. I still feel sad about this

  57. Amanda Madrigal
    Amanda Madrigal
    Prije dan

    We love you Demi and pray for you to find happiness. You seem like a genuine person that just wants to be loved and love others. You are so worth living 💓💓💓

  58. mylene
    Prije dan

    harm reduction

  59. Little Monster Xtreme
    Little Monster Xtreme
    Prije dan

    I'm really hoping she gets the help she needs, Demi I'm keeping you in my prayers🙏🏻

  60. Anna Sincerbeaux
    Anna Sincerbeaux
    Prije dan

    This whole episode is so delusional and disappointing. Don't release a documentary to millions when you're still not well.

  61. Angel Garach
    Angel Garach
    Prije dan

    I 100% agree with everything Elton said.

  62. Rachael McEvoy
    Rachael McEvoy
    Prije dan

    Love you Demi! Your an inspiration to so many!

  63. Brooke McLymond
    Brooke McLymond
    Prije dan

    WTF is a watermelon cake? Those 2 words don't even go together.

  64. Julesbags
    Prije dan

    Praying she continues to thrive.💜 Unsure re the misdiagnosed bipolar thing.. Hopefully that will continue to be in the discussions going forward.. much love and healing

  65. Dj Nicoly
    Dj Nicoly
    Prije dan

    Perfeitaaa tks for that

  66. Lady of Winterfell
    Lady of Winterfell
    Prije dan

    Elton John out here being dead honest. I could never I’ve been clean four years and I can’t even drink cuz one is two then two is cocaine then cocaine is heroin. Or hit one bowl then one bowl is two then two bowls is heroin. Everything leads to my drug of choice and I know what I want if I do drink it’s not the feeling I want so I go straight to what I want. Heroin. But I guess maybe it does work for others idk

  67. Daniella
    Prije dan

    Her family is naive AF if they think she can stay clean by only drinking or doing drugs in "moderation". Are we going to have another "I'm sober" doc in a few years. Demi stan for life, but looks like we will have another "sober" doc in the future.

  68. Morgan Melanie
    Morgan Melanie
    Prije dan

    Her Laugh at the end was so epic! so full of life :)

  69. kora _kaos
    kora _kaos
    Prije dan

    the part where she cut her hair off was so amazing, i literally started crying because she looked so happy to finally cut it off. ngl i started listening to her music earlier this week and i'm already obsessed proud of you demi

  70. Balance Health Wellness Music
    Balance Health Wellness Music
    Prije dan

    Beautiful for you having the courage to voice your true self.

  71. Winnie M
    Winnie M
    Prije dan

    Girl who you need is Laura Clery. Cause the people around you are sorta puppets in your show...

  72. Danielle Strong
    Danielle Strong
    Prije dan

    I can drink in moderation but I do not have an addictive personality... so whatevr works for her

  73. Heather JulietteRose
    Heather JulietteRose
    Prije dan

    Demi is just trying what works for her. I get it. I myself went from drinking half a bottle to a bottle of wine a night to now 1 glass.

  74. Heather JulietteRose
    Heather JulietteRose
    Prije dan

    Wow Demi is so pretty in those shots where she isnt wearing makeup

  75. M S
    M S
    Prije dan

    This was sad to watch

  76. M S
    M S
    Prije dan

    An alcoholic can't drink in moderation ... like drugs aside the alcohol alone

  77. Alexis Rodriguez
    Alexis Rodriguez
    Prije dan

    "one size does not fit all"-Harm Reduction

  78. Emma Boudreau
    Emma Boudreau
    Prije dan

    Was this the last episode ?

  79. Ronnie Stewart Jr
    Ronnie Stewart Jr
    Prije dan

    8:14 I love them 🥰😭🥰

  80. Mayling
    Prije dan

    I hope she goes back to being 100% sober. Weed is a drug too.

  81. Savannah Marie
    Savannah Marie
    Prije dan

    Okay but your hair is everything. IT SUITS YOU SO WELL DEMI!

  82. L C
    L C
    Prije dan

    I think this is more to tell her full truth and to let us know she’s not fully sober but she’s trying to get there but she can’t she’s got an addictive personality so it’s going to be hard . I just pray she never ends up in the position she was in before 🙏🏼

  83. BeastWitcher
    Prije dan

    Demi i love you,respect from Belarus

  84. Cindy Jenkins
    Cindy Jenkins
    Prije dan

    So proud of you. Stay strong 💪 You got this gorgeous 💕

  85. Susanna Rassatti
    Susanna Rassatti
    Prije dan

    I am so curious how Is Susie cake!? Becouse i am italian and i do not know that cake, It Is the First Time i Heard about that! I am such a foodie with sweet toot 😋

  86. Shannon Connor
    Shannon Connor
    Prije dan

    I feel like they are all just saying this because they know they won’t have a long time with her. Moderation doesn’t work.

  87. Kaitlan Willis
    Kaitlan Willis
    Prije dan

    Ive listen to met him last night and dancing with the devil and now watching the last episode im crying for her that ordeal is unbelievable cant believe how much shes been through #keepfightingthefight yoy are so strong 🤍🤍🤍

  88. Erika M
    Erika M
    Prije dan

    We love Sir Elton!

  89. Destiny Jubilee
    Destiny Jubilee
    Prije dan

    I think she never learned how to drink not to get emotional relief- the thing people don’t understand is outside substances shouldn’t be used to gain relief or else you absolutely will abuse them. Not worried about the weed but even then...

  90. Florencia Do Canto
    Florencia Do Canto
    Prije dan

    Tu puedes Demi!!

  91. superlibbyanne
    Prije dan

    I paid for a cloud like that online and I was ripped off. Some person in China took my money and laughed.

  92. Paulina Jarosz
    Paulina Jarosz
    Prije dan

    Somehow, despite of what they say, you can see what the sisters think about the moderation thing. Elton said it best.

  93. lindsey burnes
    lindsey burnes
    Prije dan

    I find the way ppl that work for celebrities and act around them creep me out. Also the rules celebrities make everyone abide odd

  94. Cristian A Nuñez
    Cristian A Nuñez
    Prije dan

    Love you

  95. ♡Princess♡
    Prije dan

    Watermelon cakes..🥺

  96. Lgc 1385
    Lgc 1385
    Prije dan

    I’ll always be concerned about her, but I’m glad people are speaking up about 1) addiction recovery having to be YOUR choice not pressured, forced, etc. and 2) that there are many ways to go about with sobriety. Whether it’s moderation, completely being cut off substances, or any other way, not every way works for every person. And unfortunately not everyone will be able to be completely clean. Not everyone can do it. And yes it may lead to a worse relapse but as we saw with her father, some people just cannot stop. I can only hope she doesn’t feel the need to go back to harder drugs.

  97. niya jones
    niya jones
    Prije dan

    All of y’all acting like it’s everyone else’s job to make sure she stays sober and calling her friends enablers, it’s not up to them. They said it plenty of times, you can’t force a person into sobriety and everyone has tried it multiple times. Nobody is responsible for Demi’s sobriety except Demi, everyone else is just being nice and watching out for her. If she’s gonna drink she’s gonna drink whether or not people tell her not to. It’s better to just have your friends there’s for you when you fall then to keep burning yourself out trying to take care of someone who doesnt take care of themselves.

  98. Jlah Alexaria
    Jlah Alexaria
    Prije dan

    Her mom is so annoying the money has to be blocking her common sense bc ain’t no way

  99. bodoti qwiu
    bodoti qwiu
    Prije dan

    Elton Knows the truth ..the “relief” She wants is peace within - you won’t get that with ANYTHING outside of yourself

  100. TheHoodooHottie
    Prije dan